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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: j o a n n e Birthday: 3/5/1988 Gender: Female Interests: i want real love - ridiculous, inconvenient, time-consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. Expertise: don't say those three words to a girl unless you mean it .. right now her heart will believe anything. Message: message me Member Since: 4/15/2004

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Wednesday, October 01, 2008

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

reflection

"above all else: guard your heart."

someone once told me a few years back, "don't ever be too emotionally attached." and i now realize that he was right. being emotionally attached only makes you vulnerable to disappointment and heartbreak. and i've experienced that first hand.

now, i feel so incapable of trusting, so incapable of giving my heart out, because giving 100% to someone is like giving them the power to break you and hurt you, but trusting them not to.

forgive me.
give me some time.
i'm working on it.

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Monday, November 05, 2007

i'm not the same person anymore.

am i still the person you use to know?

i don't even know who i am anymore. i can't remember who i was before... and i dont want to be the person i am now, but it's too late. i can't go back. the values i used to hold so dear before because they doesn't seem to apply. my entire mentality towards life, friendship, and relationships have changed. the world is changing and i can't stop it. some things happen and you can't turn back and change things. life throws shit at you and there's nothing you can do but take it. hopefully, you will discover things about 'the new you' and apply values you used to hold so dear in the new life you have. but nothing will ever be the same.

i'm not some prize to be won between people. if i'm not with you for a day, it's not the end of the world; i dont think any less of our friendship, and you're just as important as you were yesterday. if our friendship can change because of one person, it wasn't much of a friendship to start with.

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moving on to bigger and better things, i've been working on a project for my JOUR421 class; here are just a few designs:

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reflection

i'm not the same person anymore.